HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MEEEEE!!!!!
I'm 20 motherfuckers!!!
And I sure as hell don't act like it!! XDD
W00T FOR GUITAR HERO METALLICA!
Thursday, April 16, 2009
Tuesday, April 14, 2009
Weee!!!!
I have a job interview tomorrow at the Walmart my mom works at!!!! It's at nine in the morning, so I'm missing class, but I wasn't going anyways because it's my birthday. XDD I'm turning 20!!!!
But that's not why I'm posting this on here. Oh no, there's a story behind this that kind of pisses me the fuck off. It obviously involves dad.
Now, I don't think I've ranted about him on here before, but he is an asshole. He has been since he married my step-mom Cindy. Before that he was actually nice to me and my brother. Now, all he does is put me down, treats me like a five year old, and never says anything nice to me or about something I tell him I've accomplished. Which is where I begin.
After I talked to Cindy from personnel, I went into the kitchen to tell him the good news. I figured he'd like to know, and actually be happy about it. Him and my step mom were looking at some order thing for another Steeler's stadium statue or whatever that costs $80+, when he says they have no money. Back on subject. I told him I had an interview at walmart, he asked if it was my step mom's walmart. I shook my head and said it was my mom's. This is exactly what he said....
"Oh. What was that thing from the unemployment office you got yesterday?"
-_-
No "congrats" or "hope you get it" just a question on what this thing I got in the mail was.... Which I don't get unemployment because I quit my job, but it was worth a shot. *awesomeface*
I'm sure if I had said it was my step-mom's walmart, which she is on the lowest rung of the ladder above cart pushers (because she "can't because of her heart and back" ... Cry me a river...) he would have been esctatic. Nope, it's my mom's store and it's something I'm doing, so he's not happy about it at all....
Seriously, if he thinks the way he treats me and my brother is "tough love", then he's soooooo going to regret his ignoring me and treating me like shit by telling me I'll never amount to nothing with my drawings and photography and how I should have gone into the military because of my "bad character". John and I have both agreed that he's never going to find out when we get engaged, get married, or see our kids because he'll be exactly the same ten-fifteen years from now.
On a lighter note.... I'm attending a free Blender tutorial at school on Thursday. XDD Will (my technology teacher who is cool enough to let us call him by his first name) and Kevin (a fellow classmate and friend) have been trying really hard to get me into using Blender (a free 3D software used by everyone). It all started by Will seeing some of my drawings yesterday and asked if I used Blender. I said no and he jumped on me to start learning it.
He has inspired me to do what I have ALWAYS wanted to do. I've always wanted to be an animator, anime or video game, but my dad has always told me there's no place in the world for that and that I'll amount to nothing (see what I mean by he always puts me down?) Well.... Will has gotten me back onto it. I'm not going to be on my deathbed, having worked a dead-end job my whole life, and look back saying "I wish I had done that".
Hence, the class I am taking. John is coming with me as well, because he wants to do video game design as well and has played with Blender a little, but hasn't touched it in quite some time.
*dance* I can't wait!!!!! I'm so excited about the next two days I'm bouncing off the walls!!!! I just had to vent about my asshole dad first. XDD Tomorrow's my birthday too, so HAPPY EARLY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!!!!!
I'm off to take a shower now and call my foxie to wake him up. *giggle* Ciao!
Also: I put down my deposit for Rock Band: The Beatles! XDD If I get the job, I'm changing my deposit over to the whole instrument set instead of just the game. John needs the instruments and I need a mic so I can SING!!!!! *hasn't had a mic because it might be down in Atlanta still from FWA* ^^;;;
But that's not why I'm posting this on here. Oh no, there's a story behind this that kind of pisses me the fuck off. It obviously involves dad.
Now, I don't think I've ranted about him on here before, but he is an asshole. He has been since he married my step-mom Cindy. Before that he was actually nice to me and my brother. Now, all he does is put me down, treats me like a five year old, and never says anything nice to me or about something I tell him I've accomplished. Which is where I begin.
After I talked to Cindy from personnel, I went into the kitchen to tell him the good news. I figured he'd like to know, and actually be happy about it. Him and my step mom were looking at some order thing for another Steeler's stadium statue or whatever that costs $80+, when he says they have no money. Back on subject. I told him I had an interview at walmart, he asked if it was my step mom's walmart. I shook my head and said it was my mom's. This is exactly what he said....
"Oh. What was that thing from the unemployment office you got yesterday?"
-_-
No "congrats" or "hope you get it" just a question on what this thing I got in the mail was.... Which I don't get unemployment because I quit my job, but it was worth a shot. *awesomeface*
I'm sure if I had said it was my step-mom's walmart, which she is on the lowest rung of the ladder above cart pushers (because she "can't because of her heart and back" ... Cry me a river...) he would have been esctatic. Nope, it's my mom's store and it's something I'm doing, so he's not happy about it at all....
Seriously, if he thinks the way he treats me and my brother is "tough love", then he's soooooo going to regret his ignoring me and treating me like shit by telling me I'll never amount to nothing with my drawings and photography and how I should have gone into the military because of my "bad character". John and I have both agreed that he's never going to find out when we get engaged, get married, or see our kids because he'll be exactly the same ten-fifteen years from now.
On a lighter note.... I'm attending a free Blender tutorial at school on Thursday. XDD Will (my technology teacher who is cool enough to let us call him by his first name) and Kevin (a fellow classmate and friend) have been trying really hard to get me into using Blender (a free 3D software used by everyone). It all started by Will seeing some of my drawings yesterday and asked if I used Blender. I said no and he jumped on me to start learning it.
He has inspired me to do what I have ALWAYS wanted to do. I've always wanted to be an animator, anime or video game, but my dad has always told me there's no place in the world for that and that I'll amount to nothing (see what I mean by he always puts me down?) Well.... Will has gotten me back onto it. I'm not going to be on my deathbed, having worked a dead-end job my whole life, and look back saying "I wish I had done that".
Hence, the class I am taking. John is coming with me as well, because he wants to do video game design as well and has played with Blender a little, but hasn't touched it in quite some time.
*dance* I can't wait!!!!! I'm so excited about the next two days I'm bouncing off the walls!!!! I just had to vent about my asshole dad first. XDD Tomorrow's my birthday too, so HAPPY EARLY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!!!!!
I'm off to take a shower now and call my foxie to wake him up. *giggle* Ciao!
Also: I put down my deposit for Rock Band: The Beatles! XDD If I get the job, I'm changing my deposit over to the whole instrument set instead of just the game. John needs the instruments and I need a mic so I can SING!!!!! *hasn't had a mic because it might be down in Atlanta still from FWA* ^^;;;
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